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[Wash hadn't figured the inexorable force of nature, dickish as it was, to be the same as another human pulling the trigger, but his lack of experience with that form of death doesn't invalidate Alex's overabundance of experience with it.]

...good point.

Just because it could've been worse doesn't mean it wasn't bad. It's okay to be messed up over it.

[...Wash is not nearly as good at this as he would like. Hopefully it still helps, if only a little.]

[rockymountaindie]

I- I know, I know it's okay. And I am. ...Not okay, I mean-

[ The more he talks the more he gets twisted up, it seems. Alex takes a deep breath and tries, very hard, to compose himself. ]

I mean I'm doing my best. I... I appreciate the offer, alright? I do. But I've been... I've been getting through this. I've...had some help.