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Yeah, of course, you dumbass, but that's not like it means nothing.

[ Alex says this with a light grumble, but alright, at least he's getting somewhere. ]

Wanting something doesn't mean you just get it, but it means I'm talkin' to someone whose not just jerkin' me around. Sure there's some of that in there, probably a lot, but you're...asking things, actually listening. Not just trying to fuck with everyone.

[ Maybe he's getting a little tripped up, but Alex- he has a point to make. Get it back in order, get your thoughts together- ]

...If you acknowledge it, that's the first step.

[There's a lot of things Ogata could say here. Things make a little more sense now. Alex has been willing to talk to him because he doesn't think he's being messed with... well, that's not wrong. For whatever reason, he's gotten over his initial annoyance at Alex. Taken over instead by confusion. Curiosity. He'd expect someone who'd died to be dulled to it. Alex is the exact opposite.

And he understands things Ogata doesn't. Things he didn't even believe to be real until his hand was forced, here. He doesn't like things he doesn't understand, and since he can't just shoot them away, he has to try to understand. That's all it is.]

... Alright.
[There's a deep wish to ask what Alex thinks the next step is since he sounds like he knows, but. That's too much. He's hit his limit.]

I can figure the rest out without your help.
[He absolutely cannot.]

[ No you can't, Alex doesn't say, because even if it's true it'd probably prompt an undesired reaction, to say the least. Does Ogata even know he's lying? An obvious, desperate attempt to end the conversation? Because what Alex recognizes now is exhaustion. He'll say anything right now to get out of this, won't he?

To give himself a rest.

It's funny, Alex always comes away from these conversations feeling less scared of this man and more sorry for him. What Sayori had said... He wonders if she's the same way. ]

Yeah. Okay.

[ That's that, then. ]

...Guess I'll see ya 'round.

[He's feeling very tired and fairly vulnerable. He likes neither of these feelings and needs to escape!! As evidenced by the snippy comment he makes right before hanging up;]

You won't. You told me to stay away from you.
[As if it's not far too late for that now and sending him many messages really qualifies as staying away from Alex.]

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