[ He's this far. No turning back. Alex doesn't look at Will, steadfast does not- ]

I was- it was out on the quad, Shinjiro and Minato, they found me and- no one saw who did it, but I-

[ Running a hand over his head. Over his head. One spot particular. Not even meaning to. ]

I shoulda been more careful. I was just- I was so angry and that guy was just fine and- and I fucked up. I didn't think he'd- I just didn't think.

[ It's half an explanation, half several explanations, but he can't string them all together in proper order. ]